the things i cannot write about

6:39 AM

I have so much to say but cannot write down a word of it. Not yet. But lets just say I'm excited and happy and lucky and maybe if I stop being negative I'll be able to share everything soon. I laugh a lot these days, but I definitely counteract it with tears. Good tears, frustrated tears, Morrissey fucking tears, at times. But I all know that they will lead to something great.

This may not seem possible, and really, it completely sounds impossible, but when the one person who has control of a situation tells you to have faith, quit being a baby and to believe the words that are being said....and of course to trust that gut of really should listen. And maybe you should believe the impossible because in truth, you've never been lied to and you've never been given a reason not to believe.

Innocent until proven guilty. Believed until lied to? I guess that's how it works.

I'm going to start writing more as a defense mechanism and a form of distraction. I need to be delicate and subtle for this and for the 7 of you that read this, I'll appreciate your understanding while I come up with metaphors to be even more vague than I've already been. I want to remember moments, and it'll help my craft by writing about them cleverly.

I can do this. I will do this. All of this will lead to greatness.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference.

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sup fool.