Currently I am at this beautiful farmhouse in Italy. I've napped off and on, it's 2 am and I'm still sleepy but needed to get some words out. I have music flowing through my ears and friends surrounding me and I've had a very emotional day. I wasn't feeling the best but I truly did not want to miss anything around me. I feel more refreshed after some alone time, a good talk with myself and some always needed reassurance. I feel like life is handing me opportunities and I need to take those on with every fiber of my soul. I need to strive for what I want and need. I need to trust others and myself. I need to be secure and not worry about all I can't control. Be patient, be loving and understanding.