under the tuscan sun

6:30 PM

Currently I am at this beautiful farmhouse in Italy. I've napped off and on, it's 2 am and I'm still sleepy but needed to get some words out. I have music flowing through my ears and friends surrounding me and I've had a very emotional day. I wasn't feeling the best but I truly did not want to miss anything around me. I feel more refreshed after some alone time, a good talk with myself and some always needed reassurance. I feel like life is handing me opportunities and I need to take those on with every fiber of my soul. I need to strive for what I want and need. I need to trust others and myself. I need to be secure and not worry about all I can't control. Be patient, be loving and understanding. 

See it's been a long day.

I'm embracing the moment and taking in what I can't. Maybe the future is going to be amazing and maybe I'll find myself luckier than I ever thought I could be. I could easily be fulfilled and I want nothing more than to be content but utterly happy and I am on the verge. 

Be thankful for what and who you have. I will find a way to work through any hardships because what's on the other side will be more than worth it.

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sup fool.